Why is it that when you seem like you have finally gotten back on your feet, that someone comes up and pushes you over. All that time and effort you spent getting up and fixing your wounds is for nothing. someone just comes up and rips you apart again.
I feel sick. I don't know how else to describe what I am feeling. I hate feeling. It sucks. I do know that feeling is important. I know that it makes us human. But when I feel this way I wish I could just shut off my emotions for a little while. But I can desire this all I want. but it won't help anything. It never does.
I feel betrayed. Betrayed by my emotions for caring about something I shouldn't. For getting upset over something that I know won't happen. For doubting myself.
Why is it that when you seem like you have finally gotten back on your feet, that someone comes up and pushes you over. All that time and effort you spent getting up and fixing your wounds is for nothing. someone just comes up and rips you apart again.
I feel sick. I don't know how else to describe what I am feeling. I hate feeling. It sucks. I do know that feeling is important. I know that it makes us human. But when I feel this way I wish I could just shut off my emotions for a little while. But I can desire this all I want. but it won't help anything. It never does.
my day has gone to complete shit. I was actually having a good morning I was well rested (for once) I was feeling happy and hopeful, then all of a sudden I get a bomb dropped on me I mean fuck there is always something that just ruins my day I should never hope to be happy it always turns to shit. and to top it all off the one person I go to when I feel this way is not only the one who made me sad but they also don't care they think I should just suck it up. I just want to die :(